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There's a good reason these fanfics are locked, honey.
God, sorry for all the spam, s;kdkad;fd.
I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I'm a bit of a hypocrite. While I was completely fine with Patrick's "I read the fanfic" comment a few months back and thought it was kind of hilarious, evidently I cannot take nearly the same thing being said by Brendon and Ryan. This is most likely due to the fact that, um, I haven't really written a lot of porn starring Patrick and I wouldn't cringe and curl into a horrified ball of woe if he ever happened upon this journal.
Okay, on the one hand it's hysterical the way Brendon embarrasses Ryan so badly, oh my goodness. He doesn't even think twice! On the other hand, um. I can't help the way my palms break into a sweat at the mere THOUGHT of simple Google searches.
Yes yes, this isn't anything new, and while I DO like to entertain myself with wonderful scenarios involving Brendon reading pornfiction out loud to Ryan via his Sidekick, I also tend to think when it comes to this fandom, ignorance is fucking bliss.
I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I'm a bit of a hypocrite. While I was completely fine with Patrick's "I read the fanfic" comment a few months back and thought it was kind of hilarious, evidently I cannot take nearly the same thing being said by Brendon and Ryan. This is most likely due to the fact that, um, I haven't really written a lot of porn starring Patrick and I wouldn't cringe and curl into a horrified ball of woe if he ever happened upon this journal.
Okay, on the one hand it's hysterical the way Brendon embarrasses Ryan so badly, oh my goodness. He doesn't even think twice! On the other hand, um. I can't help the way my palms break into a sweat at the mere THOUGHT of simple Google searches.
Yes yes, this isn't anything new, and while I DO like to entertain myself with wonderful scenarios involving Brendon reading pornfiction out loud to Ryan via his Sidekick, I also tend to think when it comes to this fandom, ignorance is fucking bliss.
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Tru dat. Poor traumatized baby!
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OMG you ain't kiddin'. That kid's been fucked eight ways from Sunday.
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I can't believe you just said that.
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Also, ICON!
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At this point I feel we need to give props to
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Yup. I've got the same problem. Actually, my best friend is the one who originally turned me on to Panic! but she has no idea who any of them are, so she's of no use to me. :D
Best response EVER! I feel like we're little soldiers, marching in the bandom army. Or maybe we're more like missionaries.
*gives props*
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You know, actually, I didn't like "I Write Sins" when it was on the radio. It was one of those things where, the sound was new, so I hadn't decided whether I liked it or not yet. I thought it was interesting though. And then the radio just played it into the ground and kind of made me hate it (back when I had Sirius radio I mean, it didn't get a lot of airtime here in bluegrass/country/gospel land). It was "Lying" that did it for me. Brendon's voice, it didn't just make me pause, I couldn't move, was afraid of making any noise and missing something. So then I Youtubed it and sweet Jesus, saw them in motion, and it's been down hill ever since.
You know what? I'm gonna post about this. I want to know how everyone got into these bands in the first place. I have to go back to work, but I want to do it now! *huff* Fine. I'm gonna go be a mature, responsible adult. *shuffles off*
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I had the same problem with "I Write Sins..." I liked it at first but then I heard it so many times that I couldn't take it anymore and I really wanted nothing to do with them. My friend forced me to listen to the cd on a road trip and I did. I remember the one song that really stood out was "Lying," not only because of the way it sounded but because of the lyrics.
Am I who you think about in bed, when the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress...
That killed me. It was so naughty but beautifully written. And that whole, A hotter touch a better fuck...fantastic. It's a really great song. Which, obviously, you know. So I always got excited when the song came on the radio. The thing is, I don't actually remember hearing it that much and I only saw the video once or twice. So basically, Panic just disappeared for a year.
I saw the post and I'm definitely going to comment sometime later today. I'm teaching tonight and I have to write up a lesson plan for my professor. I'm a little stressed. :D
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lesson plans *gag* I totally feel your pain. The lesson plans we have to do in KY are ridiculous. Good luck with that.
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I love every song on that album, but different ones stand out for me. The lyrics in "Lying", the drums in "But It's Better If You Do," and pretty much everything about "Camisado." My dad's an alcoholic and when I read about Ryan's history with his own father things just clicked for me. "Nails for Breakfast" has some lines that really resonate with me, but not like "Camisado." That's one of those songs that make me want to shut my eyes tight and sing at the top of my lungs.
The lesson plan wasn't so bad. I mean, I guess I'm kind of used to our format at my college and apparently NY is supposed to have some pretty tough standards. The teaching part went just fine too. I'm glad it's over.
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