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aleesha ([personal profile] foxxcub) wrote2010-07-02 01:43 pm

braindump.

Oh hey, so last night I may or may not have told Ryan Ross about my dad dying and made hearteyes at Jon before taking a rather adorable picture with him.

YES, THIS IS ALL TRUE, IDEK. It's all thanks to alcohol and [livejournal.com profile] daisydust being fearless.

The show was probably the most low-key, laidback bandom-related concert I've ever been to, which was GREAT. The crowd was a good, enthusiastic size for TYV (lol adorable little fanboys running around with their vinyls of TAV) and Black Gold was really awesome. I think TYV as a group have grown even more solid in their performing, and Ryan is ten times more confident in himself than he was when I saw him two and a half months ago in Chicago. I really, REALLY love watching/listening to this band live, more than I did Panic, tbh (although nothing can replace Panic stage banter). Although I was dumb and passed up on having my own TYV beach ball--WHY DID I THROW IT BACK? DAMN YOUR DISTRACTING FACE, JON WALKER.

But yes, so afterward we were waiting for Rooney to go on because [livejournal.com profile] babygotbass's friend wanted to hear what they sounded like, and I had already been informed (through secondhand eavesdropping on a fangirl's dad) that their van was right around the corner from the venue. I didn't think I'd go accost them, but Becky (aka [livejournal.com profile] daisydust), bless her, was all, "You are missing an opportunity!" And what do you know, I had a sudden attack of guts, and was like, "Fuck it, let's do this."

So we went into the alleyway like creepers, lol, but fortunately, there wasn't hardly anyone stalking them! And the fangirls who were milling around were very polite! Becky went up to Eric and started chatting about the Black Gold album, and since I really like their style, I decided to jump in, too. Eric's super pretty in person, goodness, pictures do not do him justice. His face literally lit up when I said I thought his band reminded me of ELO, and he turned to the rest of the guys all, "OMG THIS GIRL THINKS WE SOUND LIKE ELO!! :D :D" I apparently impressed them. He was also impressed with the idea of traveling several hours to see shows, and thinks Midwest venues are the best venues.

Meanwhile, Ryan was wandering around in the alley behind us ALONE. So bizarre, seriously--I was waiting for covert fangirls to just descend upon him out of nowhere. Instead, Becky asked if she could take my picture with him, and he was all, "Yeah, sure!" and smiled all big. And then my (slightly drunk) mouth decided to inflict itself upon him, and I blurted out:

"I've had a rough month and my died and I have been really looking forward to your show and seeing you guys means a lot to me."

WHAT IS MY LIFE.

But Ryan was quite gracious, all things considered; he nodded, looked appropriately sympathetic, and said in his monotone, "Oh, I'm sorry, thank you," etc. Still, SO MANY MOTTS, YOU GUYS, SO MANY MOTTS. DDDDD: I kind of wanted to run away after that, but we ended up waiting on the two little adorable fanboys to stop babbling at Jon about music. In the meantime, I was standing near Nick White and Nick Murray, and I gave them thumbs up and told them the show was awesome. They were really sweet, and Nick M. said Columbia was one of his favorite venues so far on this tour. (Also, side note? Nick White is STUPIDLY HOT OMG.)

Once Jon tore himself away from the fanboys (literally) he looked at Becky and me, and my face was literally

*_______*

with like, hallelujah choirs and shit. I am not even fucking kidding when I say his eyes got all wide and pretty and ugh HE WAS ALL SWEATY AND SMILING AT ME. Needless to say, I don't really remember what I said to him. I know I didn't mention my dad, thank god. I did, however, get a pretty decent picture with him, which is amazing, since I'm probably the least photogenic person on the planet.




And then I ran away, the end.
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[identity profile] turps33.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
That is an amazing story! Also, a lovely picture, especially the disguise :D

Thanks for sharing it.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee, thanks. Still can't believe I DID that, omg.

[identity profile] makesomelove.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG :') I'm so glad you had a nice time at their show. ALSO I'm glad you were freaked out by them not being mobbed. It was literally one of the most bizarre things I have ever experienced, seeing Ryan Ross and Jon Walker WALKING AROUND ALONE with NO SUPERVISION. I kept being like Y'ALL DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW INCREDIBLE THIS IS! Y'ALL DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND!!! Ugh, adorable picture with Jon Walker, funny nose + moustache and all. He is so beautiful irl it is unbelievable.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL, it's a little embarrassing how close my boob is to touching his arm. ;___;

RYAN ROSS WITH NO SUPERVISION IS BIZARRRRRRRRRRRE

[identity profile] inteligrrl.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
JWalker, I always forget how tiny and adorable you are.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
SO TINY. And Ryan is still the skinniest fucker I have ever laid eyes upon.
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[personal profile] x_dark_siren_x 2010-07-02 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
This is clearly the week of awesome gigs (even if you did get meetings and pictures. I got pretty men in dresses and the possibility of being able to work with them the next time they come to the UK. I'd say we're even :D).

I always run my mouth of and say the last thing I ever wanted to say when I get nervous, which is why I have a script, and it still manages to sound so utterly lame every time, so. You're not alone. ♥?

Jon does indeed look very pretty there! (But I bet you look just as, so take that thing off your face.) I'm glad you had a good time, hon. You deserved it. *hugs*

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't understand these girls that have long, drawn-out conversations with them, it's nerve-wracking enough just to say mundane things! Anywho, I heard something about Ryan mentioning they were wanting to tour in the UK, so I'm sure you'll get your chance to be faily in front of them, too. :D

[identity profile] fitofpique.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
YOU ARE THE CUTEST!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
AT LEAST YOU CAN'T SEE MY GIANT BLUSH.

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[identity profile] slowlikewine.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
YOU ARE ADORABLE AND I LOVE YOUR BRAIN. &YOU; X A BILLION :DDD

ummm.....which one is nick white again? /o\

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
HE IS SO FUCKING ADORABLE/SWEET/HOT, TAM, I CANNOT EXPRESS THIS ENOUGH.

He's the keyboard player, and is also gay. I want to hook him up with my single gay friends, lol.

[identity profile] claudia-bitu.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
This entry made me smile so much, heh. If I ever saw TYV in concert (highly doubt I ever will, but ok) I know that I wouldn't want to hang out afterwards b/c that's just not me and not really what I want from them, I guess, but I'm glad you had a great time!! All you need is a picture w/ Spencer to complete "the circle of love", lol.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't normally want to talk to them, but I felt like being daring. :)
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[identity profile] bunniewabbit.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Glad you had a good time! I agree with you that they sound even better now than they did early on. I hope they actually get to headline a tour before too much longer!

I remember having the same reaction to Ryan walking around. Like -- how can he be just walking around? Or just sitting there texting someone? Shouldn't someone be watching over him? I'm almost embarrassed to admit that I was the first to get up the courage to accost him. AND I'M NOT SORRY.

Jon is so gorgeous in person, seriously. I actually had more trouble talking to him than I did Ryan, even though my brain was screaming "SO PRETTY" every time I looked at Ryan's face. Good for you for getting a picture! I couldn't even manage to ask for that. /o\

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope they get to headline, too! They just enjoy what they're doing SO MUCH, and I think they'll only get better from here.

Don't get me wrong, Ryan is TOTALLY pretty in person, but he doesn't the giant limpet brown pools of gorgeousness that are Jon Walker's eyes, lolololol. /o\

[identity profile] arsenicjade.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, yay, I'm really glad all this happened for you.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
It was a really good night. ♥

[identity profile] flakattack.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
:D :D :D This is super-exciting, since I'm going to see them in less than 6 hours. And seeing you next to Jon makes me realize how super short I am. I was thinking that JWalk was kind of tall. ;.;

ALSO YAY. And of course Nick White is gay. Cause he is the most pretty. srs. I love the three non-Panic members more because of their faces. Really.

(I'm also just a creeper, not going to lie. But I hope they aren't as awkward as they were last time. And thank goodness Rooney and Black Gold are much more pleasant than Foxy Shazaam. I want to see Eric's face. *o*)

Also don't worry about telling Ryan about your dad. I told Jon that I wanted to have his babies last time. He probably thinks I'm some sort of creeper stalker chick, so whatever.

Unsupervised! ;.; It just makes me want to chloroform them just to teach them a lesson.

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[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooooooooh, have fun! I hope Ryan doesn't have as much mic feedback tonight!

[identity profile] thismuchmore.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so happy you had a good time, bb! And you met Jon! With a hallelujah choir and everything! ;) Seriously, though, I'm super happy you got to meet him.

Like someone else said above, it's so bizarre to hear about/see them walking around with no supervision and not getting mobbed. But it's also really nice that there aren't like, crazy fangirls accosting them and the guys are free to go where they want. Still, Ryan with no supervision is strange.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
At the risk of sounding like a Harlequin, you have no idea how disgustingly BIG AND BROWN AND PRETTY Jon Walker's eyes are until you are looking into them. Ugh. Also, did I mention his guitar strap was covered in hearts? HOW IS HE REAL?

I think being at such a small venue in a relatively obscure town worked in their favor, re: them not getting mobbed. And I have to say having them relatively all to myself for a bit was nice. I don't think I would have approached any of them had there been a crowd a la Chicago.

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[identity profile] yan-tan-tether.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Awwwww, I'm glad you had a good time and got to meet them!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
It was a GREAT time! :D

[identity profile] slashxmistress.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh ugh- I totally saw you there!! I wanted to say hi to my lj people, but like I said in [livejournal.com profile] reni_days (who was also there :P) post- I really don't talk about the fanfic in a concert environment and how else do you ask someone if they're on your f-list?? D:

See my flail post here (http://slashxmistress.livejournal.com/134723.html)

Also - ditto your thoughts on Eric- pictures really don't do him justice do they?

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Ha, I totally saw you, too, but like you said, it can be super awkward approaching people-who-might-or-might-not-be-in-fandom. I was in the bar when you were talking to Jon. :)

[identity profile] daisydust.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah! Such a fun night!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
DITTO!!

[identity profile] lostandfoundliz.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so gobsmacked for you!!!!!! Way to get brave and I'm so happy you got the chance and it was good! Bravo!

and I liked your report too btw!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
It was a pretty great experience, motts aside!

[identity profile] forsweatervests.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, you look totally adorable! I especially like your mustache - so few women can grow them these days!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee, thanks. XD

[identity profile] siryn99.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
YOU/JON = OTP.

[identity profile] kaytvengeance.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I keep hearing people say that Ryan's mentioned a possible UK tour, so I am keeping my fingers crossed for that because I am spending most of my days in a severe state of jealousy over all the people on my flist getting to see them.

Reading reviews like this though are what have convinced me that the split was a good thing, they both sound and look so happy (it is a weird thing to see Ryan smile!)

Are you quite tall? Or is JWalk just that tiny?

[identity profile] mrsquizzical.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
i am so thrilled you got a good jon moment. seriously. that's fabulous.

yay for good gig-times.

[identity profile] anoncents.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I like your mustache. :D Did it take long to grow?

I'm glad that the alley was lit up. I was imagining a narrow, dark creepy one haha.

[identity profile] earth-is-a-star.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
If anyone deserves an awesome concert experience it is you, darling!

[identity profile] phillyfilly.livejournal.com 2010-07-02 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I LOVE YOU AND YOUR BRAVE LIL' FANGIRL HEART SO SO MUCH RITE NOW!!!!

FOUR FOR YOU BB.

[identity profile] imntsaying.livejournal.com 2010-07-03 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
A WHOLE WHOLE WHOLE WORLD OF <333333 ON ALL COUNTS.


(his faaaaaaace (and yours))

[identity profile] shutyourface.livejournal.com 2010-07-03 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
LOLOL THIS IS SO ADORABLE. Yay you for talking to them, even if you did almost motts yourself to death.

Also, your mood icon? Butcher's mouth is totally freaking me out.

[identity profile] trippypeas.livejournal.com 2010-07-03 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'm going to see them again this upcoming saturday with my best friend Noah and he is GIDDY. He has the hugest man crush on the whole band and he's just been leaping about quivering with anticipation.

Being the seasoned veteran that I am, I am only spazzing out on the inside.

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