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sexslave chatfic, because I fail
SO I FAIL AT HIATUS. Umm, instead, I babbled with Jess about Jon being given to Spencer as a sexslave in order to take his ~innocence~. IDK.
lifeslushlips (7:17:42 PM): also, sex slave jon? MFY
me (7:17:47 PM): IKR?
me (7:17:49 PM): *wants*
me (7:18:02 PM): i want him trained in the art of seduction when he's like 15/16
lifeslushlips (7:18:05 PM): YYYYYY
me (7:18:18 PM): he's been raised to be a sex slave
lifeslushlips (7:18:25 PM): ugh, why do i insert tom into every story about jon
me (7:18:28 PM): picked from an orphanage
lifeslushlips (7:18:35 PM): JON AND TOM WERE BFF'S
lifeslushlips (7:18:40 PM): and trained together
me (7:18:45 PM): yes, like
me (7:18:59 PM): jon doesn't get actual seduction training until he is 15
lifeslushlips (7:19:04 PM): NO.
me (7:19:12 PM): before that, from the time he's around 9 or 10
me (7:19:24 PM): he's taught manners and etiquette
lifeslushlips (7:19:25 PM): maybe jon and tom PRACTICE ON EACH OTHER
me (7:19:30 PM): OH GOD
me (7:19:34 PM): but see
me (7:19:43 PM): jon is to be given to the nobleman's son
me (7:19:48 PM): and he's nervous
lifeslushlips (7:19:52 PM): UGH, YES
me (7:20:00 PM): because he's been taught to make his master happy
me (7:20:04 PM): and what if he doesn't?
lifeslushlips (7:20:10 PM): JONNNNNN
me (7:20:20 PM): SO TOM OFFERS TO LET HIM PRACTICE
me (7:20:26 PM): WITH HIM
lifeslushlips (7:20:37 PM): UGH YESSSSS
me (7:20:40 PM): and jon is a little weirded out at first!
me (7:20:46 PM): because...it's tom! tom's his bff!
lifeslushlips (7:21:17 PM): but tom's like, "it's okay, jonny. better to practice than get beaten later."
lifeslushlips (7:21:49 PM): UGH UGH.
me (7:22:12 PM): even though they've been taught that sexual endeavors with other slaves is forbidden
me (7:22:21 PM): but tom and jon share a bed in a tiny room
me (7:22:43 PM): and jon is to be presented in a few days
lifeslushlips (7:22:46 PM): and maybe the guard is totally in love with tom
lifeslushlips (7:22:50 PM): THAT WOULD BE SEAN
me (7:22:54 PM): UGH YES
me (7:23:20 PM): and jon just knows that he needs to please the son, spencer, or he'll be sent back to be beaten
me (7:23:43 PM): he's fairly certain the son is a virgin, and that he's to "take his innocence"
me (7:23:48 PM): that's a lot of pressure!
lifeslushlips (7:25:27 PM): he just wants to be good for this spencer. not every owner is awful. he heard about one of the other slaves, pete, whose master, patrick, was so in love with him that he released him and they ran away together
lifeslushlips (7:26:18 PM): (tom is also in love with sean. but he's a bad boy. he knows sean watches him at night and when he's with jon. so tom totally performs for him.)
me (7:26:30 PM): OH. MY. GOD.
me (7:26:43 PM): sean watches through the tiny peephole in the door
lifeslushlips (7:26:57 PM): TOM CONRAD IS SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING IN MY HEAD THAN HE MUST BE IRL
lifeslushlips (7:27:39 PM): he does! he wants tom so, so much. but he doesn't have the money to buy him
lifeslushlips (7:28:17 PM): not that he would keep him as a slave, but he doesn't want anyone else to take tom from him
lifeslushlips (7:28:42 PM): (that's why tom is such a pain. because he doesn't want to leave either!)
me (7:28:46 PM): and he's horribly jealous of jon, even though he knows he shouldn't be
lifeslushlips (7:28:51 PM): RIGHT
lifeslushlips (7:29:04 PM): because he asked sean to check spencer out
me (7:29:13 PM): O RLY
lifeslushlips (7:29:19 PM): YES.
lifeslushlips (7:29:39 PM): he wouldn't let just anyone buy jon.
me (7:30:34 PM): and maybe one night, sean cracks.
me (7:30:44 PM): it's the night before jon leaves
me (7:30:59 PM): and he knows he doesn't have a right to keep tom from his last night with him
me (7:31:06 PM): but....god, he just can't help himself
me (7:31:50 PM): he corners tom, and tom's eyes flare and he says, "did i do something wrong, sir?" and sean says, roughly, "yes, but nothing you'd know of," and swoops down to kiss him
lifeslushlips (7:33:54 PM): and tom just melts into him. because he's been waiting for sean to do something for ages.
me (7:34:23 PM): and it gets way out of hand much too quickly, where they're panting and clutching at one another, kissing desperately
lifeslushlips (7:35:53 PM): sean hears the other guards bring jon back, so he shoves tom away. tom automatically drops to his knees and it looks as though sean was just punishing him.
me (7:36:03 PM): asf;ksdgkd
me (7:36:12 PM): and sean goes so, so hard
me (7:36:19 PM): because tom. is on. his knees.
me (7:36:38 PM): and he's looking up at sean with his eyes totally blown and licking his lips unconsciously
me (7:37:01 PM): it's a nervous tick he was taught in his seduction lessons
lifeslushlips (7:38:15 PM): sean storms out, trying to keep up the act. the other guard leaves jon there and once the doors is locked, tom doesn't get up, he just stays on his knees
lifeslushlips (7:38:32 PM): because he's never actually WANTED someone before.
me (7:39:15 PM): and he slowly gets up from the floor, and jon says, "what's wrong?" and tom shakes his head slowly and says, "nothing"
me (7:39:22 PM): even though jon can tell he's hard
me (7:39:44 PM): (i totally forgot they're supposed to be 15-17)
lifeslushlips (7:40:39 PM): (lol, me too! but slaves/orphans are always seem older than they are. i guess sean is like 22ish then)
lifeslushlips (7:41:11 PM): jon is kind of freaking and tom momentarily forgot that jon is leaving him in the morning
me (7:41:36 PM): so tom crawls into bed and curls around jon, and they just lay like that, holding each other
me (7:41:52 PM): and tom mumvles into jon's hair, "you will make him so happy, i'm sure"
me (7:41:58 PM): *mumbles
me (7:42:43 PM): and jon whispers "tom" and pulls him down into a kiss, slow and deep, because he wants something to remember him by, because he doesn't think he'll ever see him again.
lifeslushlips (7:43:02 PM): but jon has A Plan!
lifeslushlips (7:43:26 PM): he thinks maybe if he's very good, this spencer will like him enough to give him a gift
me (7:43:36 PM): or let him go
lifeslushlips (7:43:52 PM): and then he can help sean get tom free too
me (7:44:04 PM): yyyyyy but he doesn't tell tom this
lifeslushlips (7:44:11 PM): EXACTLY
me (7:44:35 PM): and tom feel helpless that he's losing his best friend and wants a guard he can never have
lifeslushlips (7:44:47 PM): and they can't do anything *but* kiss because jon has been cleaned and pampered for spencer tomorrow
me (7:45:11 PM): right. his skin is so smooth and smells like lilacs and roses
me (7:45:41 PM): jon hopes spencer will touch him like tom touches him, that he'll at least not find him unattractive
lifeslushlips (7:45:54 PM): and normally, tom would be all hot for him, but now all he can think of is sean.
me (7:46:19 PM): sean's mouth biting at his
me (7:46:26 PM): his taste is still in tom's mouth
lifeslushlips (7:46:42 PM): jon is very worried because he's not as lovely or exotic as the other boys
me (7:46:56 PM): even tom is more beautiful than he is
lifeslushlips (7:47:15 PM): he feels like he's a little plain and shabby.
me (7:48:11 PM): "will he want me?" jon asks softly in the dark, and tom laughs affectionately, nuzzling at jon's hair. "of course he will, you're you. if he doesn't, he's a fool and doesn't deserve you."
lifeslushlips (7:49:04 PM): jon buries his face in tom's neck. "i'm going to miss you so much."
me (7:49:31 PM): his heart aches. he doesn't want to go, this spencer cannot possibly be worth leaving tom
me (7:50:02 PM): but eventually they fall asleep, and the next morning jon is woken by guards and told to get up
me (7:50:16 PM): and he's taken to a room to be dressed for his formal presentation
lifeslushlips (7:53:16 PM): they put him in silks and one of girl slaves, victoria, paints on the traditional designs on his back and belly.
me (7:53:42 PM): and his hair is slicked back and his eyes are lined with dark kohl
me (7:54:01 PM): his heart is pounding so, so hard. he barely got to say goodbye to tom D:
lifeslushlips (7:55:12 PM): sean brings him down to the carriage that's to take him to the smith's house. before he gets in, he stops and puts his hand on sean's arm. "please, take care of tom for me. he needs someone to watch out for him."
me (7:55:37 PM): sean nods solemnly. "you have my word."
me (7:56:04 PM): jon rides in the carriage with his palms sweating, and soon he sees the sprawling manor in the distance
lifeslushlips (7:56:42 PM): "tell him...tell him i'll be back, all right. that i won't forget him." sean latches the door and the carriage is on its way.
me (7:57:15 PM): it's not considered a palace, but jon figures it might as well be one, because it's massive
me (7:57:31 PM): there's a large lake in front with fountains and swans
me (7:58:06 PM): the carriage pulls up to the main entrance, and jon is greeted with huge golden doors
me (7:58:45 PM): only servants are at the door, and they tell him that he is to be escorted to the young master's chambers to wait for him
lifeslushlips (7:59:11 PM): jon kind of feels like he's going to be sick. but he tries to remember his training.
me (7:59:48 PM): the bedchamber is massive as well, but it's filled with lit candles, and the bed is a huge four poster with a gauzy canopy draped overhead
me (8:00:01 PM): the sheets and pillows are a soft satin
lifeslushlips (8:01:26 PM): it's fancy, but there are manly touches - even a chessboard on a table near the window and a desk covered in leather bound books.
me (8:01:45 PM): and the bed itself is a dark mahogany
me (8:02:10 PM): the sheets look as if they've been put on just for this ocassion
lifeslushlips (8:02:31 PM): he doesn't know if he should be sitting or kneeling by the bed.
me (8:03:07 PM): but soon he hears voices coming close to the door, so he scurries onto the bed and sits back on his knees facing the door
me (8:03:41 PM): he runs his hands nervously over his bare chest, suddenly terrified that spencer won't like what he sees
lifeslushlips (8:05:06 PM): the door opens, but he doesn't look up all the way, just tries to peer up from under his lashes like they taught him to do. "hello?" he hears from the door.
me (8:06:08 PM): the voice sounds young, very young. Jon swallows hard and schools his voice into a lower octave than he normally speaks, using his training to make himself sound seductive. "Yes, my lord?"
lifeslushlips (8:08:28 PM): the room is mostly lit with candles and jon tries not to startle when a lamp is lit. "Could you..." He hesitates and tries again, with more authority. "Come here."
me (8:09:05 PM): (wait, does spencer say this?)
lifeslushlips (8:09:23 PM): YES. SPENCER IS JUST AS NERVOUS.
me (8:09:29 PM): UGH <333
me (8:09:59 PM): this wasn't how jon thought this would begin. he hesitates for a moment, still not looking up, and slowly climbs down off the bed
lifeslushlips (8:10:41 PM): (which version of spencer are we using here? pretty lesbian spencer or slightly more manly bearded spencer?)
me (8:11:00 PM): (mmm, somewhere in between? like, cabin!spencer)
lifeslushlips (8:11:52 PM): jon remembers the walk, trying to be fluid and seductive as he approaches and immediately drops to his knees.
lifeslushlips (8:12:12 PM): (so, this is cabin!jon & cabin!spencer. I LIKE IT.)
me (8:12:19 PM): (RIGHT??)
lifeslushlips (8:12:27 PM): (YYYYY)
me (8:12:35 PM): he's so terrified that spencer's seen his face and has decided he doesn't want him
me (8:13:03 PM): he keeps his head down and asks, softly, "is there something wrong, my lord?"
lifeslushlips (8:13:03 PM): but spencer reaches down and tips jon's chin up
me (8:13:29 PM): (but jon is clean-shaven)
lifeslushlips (8:13:41 PM): (mmmm...jon)
me (8:14:07 PM): and for the first time, jon gets a good look at spencer, and oh my, his *eyes*
me (8:14:23 PM): he doesn't look any older than jon
lifeslushlips (8:15:25 PM): his eyes are beautiful, blue like tom's, but sharper. he rubs his thumb over jon's jaw and smiles.
me (8:16:20 PM): his cheeks are rounder than tom's, but there's something about the fact that he looks...softer than tom, that makes jon lick his lips, not unlike tom's nervous tick
lifeslushlips (8:18:13 PM): spencer's eyes drop to jon's mouth. "stand up," he says softly.
me (8:19:49 PM): his heart is pounding so hard he's afraid he'll choke on it, but he stands up, and he realizes that spencer is a few inches taller (and ugh, of course, jon IS beautiful, and spencer is kind of breathless at the sight of him. he never DREAMED the bedslave they'd send would be this lovely)
lifeslushlips (8:21:26 PM): jon demures a little. "do i please you, my lord?" he never wanted to hear a yes so badly in his whole life.
me (8:21:42 PM): (uuuuuuuuuugh)
me (8:22:41 PM): spencer kind of laughs and ducks his head, and jon's stomach drops, fearing that spencer's laughing at him. only spencer looks at him through his lashes and replies, "you do. very much," and reaches his hand out to cup jon's cheek.
lifeslushlips (8:25:14 PM): jon leans into spencer's touch unconsciously and hopes he didn't do anything wrong. but spencer doesn't look mad. in fact, his mouth is much closer to jon's than jon thought.
me (8:26:30 PM): but jon knows that he isn't to initiate kissing. everything else he can, but the kissing is to be the master's doing. so he licks over his bottom lip again unconsciously and says, very low and soft, "What would you like of me, my lord?"
lifeslushlips (8:29:32 PM): spencer's breath flutters over his mouth and he doesn't answer, just brushes his lips over jon's. jon's heart feels like it's going to beat out of his chest. "i would like to undress you," spencer says.
me (8:31:46 PM): a part of jon had somehow believed that some of this would be like it was with tom, that jon could somehow mimic those times with tom in bed. but this is so very different from anything jon expected, and now spencer is watching him with flushed cheeks and biting his lip, and suddenly jon longs to know how old spencer is, but it isn't proper for him to ask. so he nods slowly and replies, "yes"
lifeslushlips (8:34:34 PM): "my lord," he adds, a beat too late. spencer tilts his head, but just smiles as he reaches for the sash that is wrapped around jon's torso. he unwinds it slowly, trailing his fingers over the pattern on jon's skin.
me (8:36:58 PM): eventually the sash is tossed aside and spencer's pulling at the drawstring holding jon's pants up, and jon wiggles his hips enough to let them drop to the floor. then he's naked, completely naked save his leather sandals still on his feet, andspencer makes an odd sighing noise as his gaze roams over jon's body. jon clenches his fists at his sides, resisting the urge to feel self conscious. he's been trained to have his body on display
lifeslushlips (8:39:12 PM): "gorgeous," spencer breathes out. jon wants to reach out, but he knows it's not allowed. so he tries to be patient and just let spencer look at him.
me (8:40:35 PM): spencer trails his fingertips over jon's skin, tracing the painted designs, his breath stuttering. "i never thought--i mean..." spencer laughs again, blushing harder. "i never thought yuo'd be so beautiful," he whispers, and jon can't help the suddenly blush of pleasure at that.
lifeslushlips (8:43:55 PM): "thank you, my lord," jon replies. "i am happy that i please you." spencer chuckles. "you have no idea." his tone makes jon bold. "may i help you disrobe?"
me (8:45:33 PM): spencer suddenly looks very shy, but he nods and says, "yes, you may," and jon's fingers tremble just a little as he unbuttons spencer's shirt. it's not a good thing, jon has neen taught to steel his nerves, but it's not even nerves, it's...it's anticipation. he never feel like this with tom
lifeslushlips (8:49:00 PM): spencer's shoulder are broad and there are a few freckles on his collarbone. his belly isn't perfectly flat, it has a little curve to it and it's clearspencer is not comfortable with it at all. jon presses a kiss just to the right of his belly button as he drops down again to unfasten spencer's pants.
me (8:50:03 PM): "No, wait," spencer says suddenly, and jon looks up at him through his bangs. "not--not here. on the bed." spencer flails his hand at the bed, and jon smiles.
lifeslushlips (8:52:12 PM): he scrambles up, kicking off his sandals and lying back on the bed, spreading himself out and trying to look as inviting as possible.
me (8:53:50 PM): spencer suddenly looks totally lost and embarrassed, and he doesn't make a move to take his pants off, he only laughs nervously, a little too high, and rakes both hands through his hair. "i'm sorry," he says, taking hesitant steps toward the bed. "i don't--i've never done this before, you see." he laughs again, and this time it sounds bitter. "like it's not completely obvious to you, i'm sure."
lifeslushlips (8:57:36 PM): jon sits up on his knees. "my lord, tell me what i can do?" "stop calling me 'my lord', for one," spencer says, sitting down on the edge of the bed. "considering what we're about to do, i'd rather you called me spencer."
me (8:58:39 PM): jon chews his lip. he doesn't know howv to take this, he's been taught NEVER to call the master by their given name. "spencer," he says softly, trying the name out. he smiles a little stupidly without realizing it.
me (8:59:35 PM): "tell me your name," spencer says, reaching out carefully and trailing his hand over jon's thigh, almost like he's testing out the feel of jon's skin
lifeslushlips (9:03:13 PM): "jonathan. my name is jonathan, but most people call me jon," he answers distractedly. spencer's warm hand is on his hip now and jon can feel some calluses on his palms. when he looks up, spencer is grinning.
me (9:06:20 PM): "that name suits you." spencer looks down at his hand and takes a deep breath before pushing a little closer, enough so that his fingers brush over jon's erection, a faint whisper of a touch. jon hasn't even realized he's gone so completely hard; he's been trained to control his body, to grow hard when the master is ready. but nowspencer is touching him, and suddenly he's breathless. he swallows hard and tries to thinking calming thoughts, slow his heartrate, but spencer is scooting closer on the bed, and god, he can't think at all
lifeslushlips (9:09:22 PM): "i, i don't know what to do," spencer says apologetically. "this is...new to me." this part, jon is sure of. he smiles, pulling spencer up to the head of the bed. "may i speak freely?"
me (9:11:08 PM): spencer beams at him. "of course, of course, please," he says earnestly. "perhaps if i....if i do this to you, you could see how it's done?"jon is almost whispering, not used to voicing these things out loud. he and tom never spoke of what they did, they just did it and left it at that.
lifeslushlips (9:14:11 PM): "i...yes. yes, please," spencer says as jon rubs at his cock through his pants. jon grins when spencer moans as he eases off his pants and tosses them on the floor. he wraps his hand around spencer's cock and jerks it. "this part should be familiar to you."
me (9:15:42 PM): spencer drops back against the satin pillows and bucks into jon's fist. "oh god," he whimpers. "oh god, jon, please--" jon squeezes his hand a little and swipes his thumb through the wetness gathering at the tip. it's not slick enough to really pump his hand, but for the moment he can givespencer this
lifeslushlips (9:17:37 PM): he shifts so he's between spencer's knees and leans down to mouth at spencer's hip. spencer is shifting restlessly until jon starts to suck lightly at the head of his cock.
me (9:18:11 PM): (.....sorry, i think we've broken my brain, one sec. sdfkdf;gd)
lifeslushlips (9:18:45 PM): (LOL \o/ this is why we are awesome.)
me (9:18:51 PM): (TRUFAX)
me (9:20:58 PM): this jon can do, knows how to handle things. he slides his mouth over spencer's cock and presses the flat of his tongue against the underlying ridge, listening to the sounds spencer makes, the desperate little hitches of his hips as he tries to get his cock deeper into jon's mouth. jon suddenly feels *powerful*, not like the times with tom--he wants to make spencer come, to make spencer feel good, to show him how good jon can make this for him
lifeslushlips (9:24:49 PM): "jon, jon, stop," spencer says, pushing at his shoulder and jon pulls back immediately. he thought he was doing so well. spencer is flushed and glassy eyed and when he is finally able to focus, he looks at jon. "spencer?" jon asks hesitantly. it takes spencer a second to figure out why jon looks so contrite. he sits up, pulling jon to him. "no, no. you weren't doing anything wrong at all."
lifeslushlips (9:25:01 PM): (OMG, THIS SLAVE FIC. JESUS)
me (9:25:19 PM): (YES I KNOW.)
me (9:27:17 PM): jon realizes that they've yet to truly kiss, but he bites the inside of his lip and says, "i was only trying to make it--to make it good for you, my--spencer." he ducks his head and suddenly feels awkward, like he HAS done something wrong and ruined everything. if spencer sends him away now, jon will be humiliated
lifeslushlips (9:33:04 PM): spencer forces his head up. "it was...too good. i didn't want to...finish yet." jon searches for the lie, like maybe spencer is playing a game with him before he beats him and send him away. (they heard stories of that kind of thing at the house.) andspencer seems so nice and he's handsome and clean (they heard about those kinds too, the ones that were greasy and smelled of fish or horses or ale.) andjon just *wants*. "please," jon says brokenly and presses him lips to spencer's.
me (9:33:35 PM): (nnnnnguh)
lifeslushlips (9:33:54 PM): (i will be spencer's sex slave ANY DAY.)
me (9:34:57 PM): he knows he shouldn't be kissing him, but spencer groans and pushes his tongue sloppily into jon's mouth, curling his hand around the back of jon's neck and tugging him close to whether their hips inadvertently line up and their cocks slide together. spencer moans again into jon's mouth, and jon's brain is turning to snow
lifeslushlips (9:36:55 PM): he feels disloyal, but this is better than with tom. it's not like an easy, slow burn. it's like all of jon's skin is humming and sparking where it's touching spencer's. spencer drags jon on top of him as he falls back onto the bed.
me (9:37:10 PM): (asf;dkgdf)
me (9:38:44 PM): he wasn't taught this, how to deal with this kind of fierce burning that makes his skin feel as if it's burning from the inside out. he can hear himself whimperspencer's name again, which only makes spencer moan louder and buck up underneath him.
lifeslushlips (9:41:51 PM): "jon, jon," spencer says, one leg hooking around jon's waist so their cocks line up. jon's body is telling him to grind down, but his brain knows he can't do anything until spencer asks for it. "yes, spencer. tell me what you want me to do."
me (9:44:05 PM): "i--i don't know, I want--i want *you*, please--" he makes a sharp keening noise, and jon gives in and grinds his hips down, and there's enough slickness between them to make the friction amazing. a voice in his head is insisting that he stop this and do things right, finish givingspencer the blowjob and then let spencer fuck him to his heart's content, only--this is what spencer wants right now, and that's all that matters.
lifeslushlips (9:50:29 PM): spencer rears up and kisses him hard, their teeth clacking. jon is having a hard enough time keeping himself under control as it is. he can't come before spencer does. that's the only other rule. the master comes first. but he's afraid if spencer doesn't fuck him soon, everything will be over. "please, spencer, please," he begs, "let me take care of you."
me (9:51:18 PM): (WHY DOES THAT MAKE MY HEART CLENCH?)
lifeslushlips (9:51:42 PM): (BECAUSE YOU LIKE JON TO BE MADE POWERLESS BY DESIRE?)
me (9:51:50 PM): (OH RIGHT, OKAY)
lifeslushlips (9:52:13 PM): (ALSO, SEE HOW I SET THIS UP FOR OUR FAVORITE POSITION?)
me (9:52:27 PM): (UM YES. YOU ARE STEALTHY)
lifeslushlips (9:52:49 PM): (NOT REALLY AT ALL. LOL LOL LOL)
me (9:53:07 PM): (I AM ASSUMING THEY PUT OIL BY THE BED)
lifeslushlips (9:53:32 PM): (YEAH, WHEN THE SERVANT SET THE ROOM UP, THEY *SET* THE ROOM UP.)
me (9:53:46 PM): (THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT *high-fives*)
me (9:57:02 PM): jon rolls off spencer and reaches over to the nightstand for the glass bottle of oil. he slicks his fingers up and slides them inside himself slowly, knees spread and his feet flat on the bed. he stretches himself easily, and without warning he starts to imagine the fullness inside isspencer's cock fucking into him steadily, and jon's jaw goes slack and he moans, "god, spencer," and starts to fuck himself faster with his fingers. a few seconds later, he feels warm, damp breath against his neck, and spencer's rough voice saying brokenly, "god, oh god, you are so beautiful, jon, i can't--" and he bites jon's shoulder.
lifeslushlips (10:02:50 PM): "lie back," jon says as he climbs into spencer's lap. spencer's eyes go wide as he realizes what jon is about to do. jon sinks down onto spencer slowly, letting himself feel the burn and stretch a little. when jon is seated all the way down, he tightens up his body and rips a groan out of spencer. "oh my god, jon,"
me (10:03:17 PM): (NNNNNGUH)
lifeslushlips (10:03:38 PM): (JON PAID ATTENTION DURING LESSONS, OKAY?)
me (10:03:55 PM): (HE DID. did he and tom do this position?)
lifeslushlips (10:05:46 PM): (UM, YEAH. tom knew this would be a nice little addition to jon's repertoire. also, they did it in reverse in round two. sean was watching.)
me (10:06:02 PM): (asf;ksdfg!!!!! GOD)
lifeslushlips (10:06:25 PM): (TOM SHOWING OFF FOR SEAN. IT MAKES ME HOT.)
me (10:06:39 PM): (THAT IS RIDIC, UGH.)
me (10:08:49 PM): jon tries to remember his techniques from the times he did this with tom, like leaning back and bracing his hands against spencer's thighs so he can roll his hips just a little. it's so good, and spencer is thrusting his hips up each time jon grinds down, his entire body shaking and his voice cracking on jon's name. "i'm sorry, sorry, jon, i'm--oh god--" and then spencer's shuddering violently underneath jon and crying out.
lifeslushlips (10:12:07 PM): jon just rides him through it, waiting until the shaking has subsided and stills. his cock is throbbing now. he wants to come so, so badly. spencer blinks and looks up at jon. "oh," he says, "jon, god, please." and it only takes a couple of strokes before jon is coming all over spencer's hand and belly.
me (10:15:17 PM): jon was always taught that once the master comes, you clean up and let him be. but jon feels utterly wrrecked, and it takes a moment for him to get his breath back, and the next thing he knows, he's sprawled over spencer's chest, face tucked into spencer's neck
me (10:16:03 PM): they are sticky and messy, and jon should be getting out of bed and getting a clean washcloth, only...spencer is warm and petting jon's hair. paint from jon's patterns is all over his chest
lifeslushlips (10:17:59 PM): "will you stay with me tonight?" spencer says into jon's hair. "i know someone will be coming to get you to go to your own room, but...i'd like it if you'd stay here." spencer sounds a little scared that jon's going to say no.
me (10:19:37 PM): after all, spencer is only sixteen. jon had almost forgotten this
lifeslushlips (10:21:23 PM): jon nods. "yes, of course i'll stay." he bites back the 'if it pleases you' part, because he thinks maybe it makes spencer uncomfortable.
me (10:22:52 PM): but he does get up and gets a damp cloth and cleans them both up, and immediately after that spencer yawns and tugs jon back into bed, underneath the sheets. "i am glad it was you, jon," he whispers into jon's hair before fading into sleep, and jon blinks and smiles to himself before falling asleep as well.
lifeslushlips (10:23:11 PM): THE END...FOR NOW?????
me (10:23:15 PM): YES
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me (7:17:47 PM): IKR?
me (7:17:49 PM): *wants*
me (7:18:02 PM): i want him trained in the art of seduction when he's like 15/16
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me (7:18:18 PM): he's been raised to be a sex slave
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me (7:18:28 PM): picked from an orphanage
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me (7:18:45 PM): yes, like
me (7:18:59 PM): jon doesn't get actual seduction training until he is 15
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me (7:19:12 PM): before that, from the time he's around 9 or 10
me (7:19:24 PM): he's taught manners and etiquette
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me (7:19:30 PM): OH GOD
me (7:19:34 PM): but see
me (7:19:43 PM): jon is to be given to the nobleman's son
me (7:19:48 PM): and he's nervous
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me (7:20:00 PM): because he's been taught to make his master happy
me (7:20:04 PM): and what if he doesn't?
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me (7:20:20 PM): SO TOM OFFERS TO LET HIM PRACTICE
me (7:20:26 PM): WITH HIM
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me (7:20:40 PM): and jon is a little weirded out at first!
me (7:20:46 PM): because...it's tom! tom's his bff!
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me (7:22:12 PM): even though they've been taught that sexual endeavors with other slaves is forbidden
me (7:22:21 PM): but tom and jon share a bed in a tiny room
me (7:22:43 PM): and jon is to be presented in a few days
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me (7:22:54 PM): UGH YES
me (7:23:20 PM): and jon just knows that he needs to please the son, spencer, or he'll be sent back to be beaten
me (7:23:43 PM): he's fairly certain the son is a virgin, and that he's to "take his innocence"
me (7:23:48 PM): that's a lot of pressure!
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me (7:26:30 PM): OH. MY. GOD.
me (7:26:43 PM): sean watches through the tiny peephole in the door
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me (7:28:46 PM): and he's horribly jealous of jon, even though he knows he shouldn't be
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me (7:29:13 PM): O RLY
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me (7:30:34 PM): and maybe one night, sean cracks.
me (7:30:44 PM): it's the night before jon leaves
me (7:30:59 PM): and he knows he doesn't have a right to keep tom from his last night with him
me (7:31:06 PM): but....god, he just can't help himself
me (7:31:50 PM): he corners tom, and tom's eyes flare and he says, "did i do something wrong, sir?" and sean says, roughly, "yes, but nothing you'd know of," and swoops down to kiss him
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me (7:34:23 PM): and it gets way out of hand much too quickly, where they're panting and clutching at one another, kissing desperately
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me (7:36:03 PM): asf;ksdgkd
me (7:36:12 PM): and sean goes so, so hard
me (7:36:19 PM): because tom. is on. his knees.
me (7:36:38 PM): and he's looking up at sean with his eyes totally blown and licking his lips unconsciously
me (7:37:01 PM): it's a nervous tick he was taught in his seduction lessons
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me (7:39:15 PM): and he slowly gets up from the floor, and jon says, "what's wrong?" and tom shakes his head slowly and says, "nothing"
me (7:39:22 PM): even though jon can tell he's hard
me (7:39:44 PM): (i totally forgot they're supposed to be 15-17)
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me (7:41:36 PM): so tom crawls into bed and curls around jon, and they just lay like that, holding each other
me (7:41:52 PM): and tom mumvles into jon's hair, "you will make him so happy, i'm sure"
me (7:41:58 PM): *mumbles
me (7:42:43 PM): and jon whispers "tom" and pulls him down into a kiss, slow and deep, because he wants something to remember him by, because he doesn't think he'll ever see him again.
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me (7:43:36 PM): or let him go
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me (7:44:04 PM): yyyyyy but he doesn't tell tom this
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me (7:44:35 PM): and tom feel helpless that he's losing his best friend and wants a guard he can never have
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me (7:45:11 PM): right. his skin is so smooth and smells like lilacs and roses
me (7:45:41 PM): jon hopes spencer will touch him like tom touches him, that he'll at least not find him unattractive
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me (7:46:19 PM): sean's mouth biting at his
me (7:46:26 PM): his taste is still in tom's mouth
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me (7:46:56 PM): even tom is more beautiful than he is
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me (7:48:11 PM): "will he want me?" jon asks softly in the dark, and tom laughs affectionately, nuzzling at jon's hair. "of course he will, you're you. if he doesn't, he's a fool and doesn't deserve you."
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me (7:49:31 PM): his heart aches. he doesn't want to go, this spencer cannot possibly be worth leaving tom
me (7:50:02 PM): but eventually they fall asleep, and the next morning jon is woken by guards and told to get up
me (7:50:16 PM): and he's taken to a room to be dressed for his formal presentation
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me (7:53:42 PM): and his hair is slicked back and his eyes are lined with dark kohl
me (7:54:01 PM): his heart is pounding so, so hard. he barely got to say goodbye to tom D:
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me (7:55:37 PM): sean nods solemnly. "you have my word."
me (7:56:04 PM): jon rides in the carriage with his palms sweating, and soon he sees the sprawling manor in the distance
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me (7:57:15 PM): it's not considered a palace, but jon figures it might as well be one, because it's massive
me (7:57:31 PM): there's a large lake in front with fountains and swans
me (7:58:06 PM): the carriage pulls up to the main entrance, and jon is greeted with huge golden doors
me (7:58:45 PM): only servants are at the door, and they tell him that he is to be escorted to the young master's chambers to wait for him
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me (7:59:48 PM): the bedchamber is massive as well, but it's filled with lit candles, and the bed is a huge four poster with a gauzy canopy draped overhead
me (8:00:01 PM): the sheets and pillows are a soft satin
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me (8:01:45 PM): and the bed itself is a dark mahogany
me (8:02:10 PM): the sheets look as if they've been put on just for this ocassion
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me (8:03:07 PM): but soon he hears voices coming close to the door, so he scurries onto the bed and sits back on his knees facing the door
me (8:03:41 PM): he runs his hands nervously over his bare chest, suddenly terrified that spencer won't like what he sees
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me (8:06:08 PM): the voice sounds young, very young. Jon swallows hard and schools his voice into a lower octave than he normally speaks, using his training to make himself sound seductive. "Yes, my lord?"
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me (8:09:05 PM): (wait, does spencer say this?)
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me (8:09:29 PM): UGH <333
me (8:09:59 PM): this wasn't how jon thought this would begin. he hesitates for a moment, still not looking up, and slowly climbs down off the bed
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me (8:11:00 PM): (mmm, somewhere in between? like, cabin!spencer)
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me (8:12:19 PM): (RIGHT??)
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me (8:12:35 PM): he's so terrified that spencer's seen his face and has decided he doesn't want him
me (8:13:03 PM): he keeps his head down and asks, softly, "is there something wrong, my lord?"
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me (8:13:29 PM): (but jon is clean-shaven)
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me (8:14:07 PM): and for the first time, jon gets a good look at spencer, and oh my, his *eyes*
me (8:14:23 PM): he doesn't look any older than jon
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me (8:16:20 PM): his cheeks are rounder than tom's, but there's something about the fact that he looks...softer than tom, that makes jon lick his lips, not unlike tom's nervous tick
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me (8:19:49 PM): his heart is pounding so hard he's afraid he'll choke on it, but he stands up, and he realizes that spencer is a few inches taller (and ugh, of course, jon IS beautiful, and spencer is kind of breathless at the sight of him. he never DREAMED the bedslave they'd send would be this lovely)
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me (8:21:42 PM): (uuuuuuuuuugh)
me (8:22:41 PM): spencer kind of laughs and ducks his head, and jon's stomach drops, fearing that spencer's laughing at him. only spencer looks at him through his lashes and replies, "you do. very much," and reaches his hand out to cup jon's cheek.
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me (8:26:30 PM): but jon knows that he isn't to initiate kissing. everything else he can, but the kissing is to be the master's doing. so he licks over his bottom lip again unconsciously and says, very low and soft, "What would you like of me, my lord?"
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me (8:31:46 PM): a part of jon had somehow believed that some of this would be like it was with tom, that jon could somehow mimic those times with tom in bed. but this is so very different from anything jon expected, and now spencer is watching him with flushed cheeks and biting his lip, and suddenly jon longs to know how old spencer is, but it isn't proper for him to ask. so he nods slowly and replies, "yes"
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me (8:36:58 PM): eventually the sash is tossed aside and spencer's pulling at the drawstring holding jon's pants up, and jon wiggles his hips enough to let them drop to the floor. then he's naked, completely naked save his leather sandals still on his feet, andspencer makes an odd sighing noise as his gaze roams over jon's body. jon clenches his fists at his sides, resisting the urge to feel self conscious. he's been trained to have his body on display
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me (8:40:35 PM): spencer trails his fingertips over jon's skin, tracing the painted designs, his breath stuttering. "i never thought--i mean..." spencer laughs again, blushing harder. "i never thought yuo'd be so beautiful," he whispers, and jon can't help the suddenly blush of pleasure at that.
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me (8:45:33 PM): spencer suddenly looks very shy, but he nods and says, "yes, you may," and jon's fingers tremble just a little as he unbuttons spencer's shirt. it's not a good thing, jon has neen taught to steel his nerves, but it's not even nerves, it's...it's anticipation. he never feel like this with tom
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me (8:50:03 PM): "No, wait," spencer says suddenly, and jon looks up at him through his bangs. "not--not here. on the bed." spencer flails his hand at the bed, and jon smiles.
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me (8:53:50 PM): spencer suddenly looks totally lost and embarrassed, and he doesn't make a move to take his pants off, he only laughs nervously, a little too high, and rakes both hands through his hair. "i'm sorry," he says, taking hesitant steps toward the bed. "i don't--i've never done this before, you see." he laughs again, and this time it sounds bitter. "like it's not completely obvious to you, i'm sure."
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me (8:58:39 PM): jon chews his lip. he doesn't know howv to take this, he's been taught NEVER to call the master by their given name. "spencer," he says softly, trying the name out. he smiles a little stupidly without realizing it.
me (8:59:35 PM): "tell me your name," spencer says, reaching out carefully and trailing his hand over jon's thigh, almost like he's testing out the feel of jon's skin
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me (9:06:20 PM): "that name suits you." spencer looks down at his hand and takes a deep breath before pushing a little closer, enough so that his fingers brush over jon's erection, a faint whisper of a touch. jon hasn't even realized he's gone so completely hard; he's been trained to control his body, to grow hard when the master is ready. but nowspencer is touching him, and suddenly he's breathless. he swallows hard and tries to thinking calming thoughts, slow his heartrate, but spencer is scooting closer on the bed, and god, he can't think at all
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me (9:11:08 PM): spencer beams at him. "of course, of course, please," he says earnestly. "perhaps if i....if i do this to you, you could see how it's done?"jon is almost whispering, not used to voicing these things out loud. he and tom never spoke of what they did, they just did it and left it at that.
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me (9:15:42 PM): spencer drops back against the satin pillows and bucks into jon's fist. "oh god," he whimpers. "oh god, jon, please--" jon squeezes his hand a little and swipes his thumb through the wetness gathering at the tip. it's not slick enough to really pump his hand, but for the moment he can givespencer this
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me (9:18:11 PM): (.....sorry, i think we've broken my brain, one sec. sdfkdf;gd)
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me (9:18:51 PM): (TRUFAX)
me (9:20:58 PM): this jon can do, knows how to handle things. he slides his mouth over spencer's cock and presses the flat of his tongue against the underlying ridge, listening to the sounds spencer makes, the desperate little hitches of his hips as he tries to get his cock deeper into jon's mouth. jon suddenly feels *powerful*, not like the times with tom--he wants to make spencer come, to make spencer feel good, to show him how good jon can make this for him
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me (9:25:19 PM): (YES I KNOW.)
me (9:27:17 PM): jon realizes that they've yet to truly kiss, but he bites the inside of his lip and says, "i was only trying to make it--to make it good for you, my--spencer." he ducks his head and suddenly feels awkward, like he HAS done something wrong and ruined everything. if spencer sends him away now, jon will be humiliated
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me (9:33:35 PM): (nnnnnguh)
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me (9:34:57 PM): he knows he shouldn't be kissing him, but spencer groans and pushes his tongue sloppily into jon's mouth, curling his hand around the back of jon's neck and tugging him close to whether their hips inadvertently line up and their cocks slide together. spencer moans again into jon's mouth, and jon's brain is turning to snow
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me (9:37:10 PM): (asf;dkgdf)
me (9:38:44 PM): he wasn't taught this, how to deal with this kind of fierce burning that makes his skin feel as if it's burning from the inside out. he can hear himself whimperspencer's name again, which only makes spencer moan louder and buck up underneath him.
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me (9:44:05 PM): "i--i don't know, I want--i want *you*, please--" he makes a sharp keening noise, and jon gives in and grinds his hips down, and there's enough slickness between them to make the friction amazing. a voice in his head is insisting that he stop this and do things right, finish givingspencer the blowjob and then let spencer fuck him to his heart's content, only--this is what spencer wants right now, and that's all that matters.
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me (9:51:18 PM): (WHY DOES THAT MAKE MY HEART CLENCH?)
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me (9:51:50 PM): (OH RIGHT, OKAY)
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me (9:52:27 PM): (UM YES. YOU ARE STEALTHY)
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me (9:53:07 PM): (I AM ASSUMING THEY PUT OIL BY THE BED)
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me (9:53:46 PM): (THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT *high-fives*)
me (9:57:02 PM): jon rolls off spencer and reaches over to the nightstand for the glass bottle of oil. he slicks his fingers up and slides them inside himself slowly, knees spread and his feet flat on the bed. he stretches himself easily, and without warning he starts to imagine the fullness inside isspencer's cock fucking into him steadily, and jon's jaw goes slack and he moans, "god, spencer," and starts to fuck himself faster with his fingers. a few seconds later, he feels warm, damp breath against his neck, and spencer's rough voice saying brokenly, "god, oh god, you are so beautiful, jon, i can't--" and he bites jon's shoulder.
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me (10:03:17 PM): (NNNNNGUH)
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me (10:03:55 PM): (HE DID. did he and tom do this position?)
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me (10:06:02 PM): (asf;ksdfg!!!!! GOD)
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me (10:06:39 PM): (THAT IS RIDIC, UGH.)
me (10:08:49 PM): jon tries to remember his techniques from the times he did this with tom, like leaning back and bracing his hands against spencer's thighs so he can roll his hips just a little. it's so good, and spencer is thrusting his hips up each time jon grinds down, his entire body shaking and his voice cracking on jon's name. "i'm sorry, sorry, jon, i'm--oh god--" and then spencer's shuddering violently underneath jon and crying out.
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me (10:15:17 PM): jon was always taught that once the master comes, you clean up and let him be. but jon feels utterly wrrecked, and it takes a moment for him to get his breath back, and the next thing he knows, he's sprawled over spencer's chest, face tucked into spencer's neck
me (10:16:03 PM): they are sticky and messy, and jon should be getting out of bed and getting a clean washcloth, only...spencer is warm and petting jon's hair. paint from jon's patterns is all over his chest
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me (10:19:37 PM): after all, spencer is only sixteen. jon had almost forgotten this
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me (10:22:52 PM): but he does get up and gets a damp cloth and cleans them both up, and immediately after that spencer yawns and tugs jon back into bed, underneath the sheets. "i am glad it was you, jon," he whispers into jon's hair before fading into sleep, and jon blinks and smiles to himself before falling asleep as well.
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me (10:23:15 PM): YES
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I want to read this for the rest of my life, the end, forever, and scene. JON JON JON <3333333333
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YAY!
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also, no, you cannot be done with this.
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MOOOOOORE plsssss
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YES.
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NOT THE END
GTFO AND WRITE MORE OF THIS ;_;
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*hugs story into existence*
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I want to know what happens to Tom and Sean. Pretty please. MY HEART.
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lovelyHOT Jon and Spencer loving, and enlisting Sean's help to rescue Tom so they can run away together!*fans self*
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basically, yay bandboys as sex slaves!
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