Although if that DID happen, what might happen next is that the moment might go on just a little too long and suddenly all of Jon's nervousness would flood back in. His awareness of why Spencer brought him there and what Spencer expects from him would rush over him and he'd realize that what he's doing at that moment might have tipped the delicate balance between them -- because Jon thinks that the fact that Spencer hasn't gotten tired of waiting and ravished him is because Jon has somehow made himself unobtrusive and perhaps undesirable, but now, the way Spencer is leaning into him, the soft sound Spencer makes and the way he drags his hands up Jon's arms to cup his face -- what if Spencer takes it as an invitation, and Jon can't say no?

Spencer catches the shiver that runs through Jon, and at first he thinks it's an echo of how he feels, so right and passionate and turned on. But then he realizes Jon has gone still and tense, and when he pulls back a little, breaks the kiss for just a quick moment, he sees the way all of the laughter has gone from Jon's face and he's back to looking so shy and unsure and anxious. Spencer isn't sure what he wants to do more -- groan and bang his head on the tree, keep kissing Jon and make him see that it can be good, or weep. He is sure that he couldn't stand it if he hurt Jon, though, or did anything that would chase the laughter and happiness away for good.

So he blows all his frustration out in a small sigh and presses his mouth softly to Jon's forehead and steps back.

"Please tell me we've got enough of these blasted holly boughs?" He stoops to scoop up the branches he'd dropped when he'd got caught up in the kiss and shook the snow off them. "If I've got to stay out here much longer my feet are going to freeze off, and I'm pretty sure I'll need them if you expect me to climb ladders to help you hang the things."

:P