foxxcub: (i love this fandom by lovebashed)
aleesha ([personal profile] foxxcub) wrote2009-01-06 09:06 pm

*monkey clings*

It's barely past nine and I'm preparing to go to bed, because work is kicking my ass and then laughing about it. I love being stressed out to the point where I can't decide whether I want to cry or just poke things really hard with a stick.

My brain is too tired to write emails, let alone write much of anything.

Think good thoughts for me these next two weeks, bbs. I'm gonna need it a lot.

But randomly, in a fit of insanity, I decided to email a copy of If Only I Were a Painter to my director, because he's always sharing his writing with me on his MySpace page and asking to see my writing. I FREAKED OUT immediately after hitting send, but a half hour or so later he came to me and started gushing about how I need to be "sharing" my "talent" with others and "getting it out there". I take this all with a grain of salt, although I know he's most definitely not one to give lip service. Still, it was nice to hear in the midst of my brain having an anxiety attack. But OMG, I shared FANFIC with my BOSS, what is wrong with me?? D:

[identity profile] liketheroad.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
Wow. That's balls.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
I shouldn't make choices like that when I'm stressed out. :(

[identity profile] harriet-vane.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
SO MUCH <33333333333333

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
*CLINGS LIKE A CLINGY THING*

[identity profile] harriet-vane.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
I HAVE LOVE AND HUGS AND FAILY WIZARDS, BUT NO WAY TO REDUCE YOUR WORK LOAD. ;_____;

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
AND FAKE BOYFRIENDS AND POOR PIANO PLAYERS?

[identity profile] harriet-vane.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
YES, OF COURSE!<3

[identity profile] elucreh.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
It's cross-band! He'll never spot it!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW THOSE BANDS, SO HERE'S HOPING.

[identity profile] siryn99.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
I LOVE YOU AND YOUR TIRED BRAIN.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
<333333333333333

[identity profile] trippypeas.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
You have some golden balls Sugar Biscuit.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
*HANDS*

[identity profile] bluelittlepig.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Being really stressed out is never fun. Lots of good thoughts will be coming your way. ♥

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
It's being stressed out and UNORGANIZED that gets me. But today was better, so here's hoping. <3333

[identity profile] holycloud.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
Then grab a stick and poke everything really hard!!!
My best wishes for you for the next two weeks and the rest of the year, for.. best wishes always are good.

LOOOOL! I used to work for Verizon Business here, we speak in Spanish in my country, but of course, the work was in English. Once I told my English Trainer that I used to write, and he insisted me that he wanted me to show him my writting and I was like.. 'nah', and he insisted so I told him "I dn't think you are interested in gay porn" but after thinking awhile, he agreed and it was ike very bizarre.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
*POKES EVERYTHING REALLY HARD*

I feel better. :D

[identity profile] holycloud.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
That's the spirit!!!
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[identity profile] soloproject.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 11:16 am (UTC)(link)
I feel you, haha. I used to do this all the time with my professors in college! (i have a lit degree) I didn't think any of my "original" writing was any good XD so i changed some names and rolled with it.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Man, I wish I'd done that when I was in school. I think a lot of the fic I write now is way better than any of my original stuff I wrote for my creative writing classes.

[identity profile] annon-of-rhi.livejournal.com 2009-01-07 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
*SUPPORTS* He loved it, don't worry! And he'll never know it's fanfic if you don't tell him. *uses logic*

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
I SURE HOPE SO. LUCKILY, HE'S GAY, SO THE WHOLE SLASH UNDERTONES WON'T OFFEND HIM OR ANYTHING.

[identity profile] annon-of-rhi.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
Um, undertones? I don't think they were that subtle, were they? Or hmmm, maybe because I knew it was a slash fanfic, and I knew they were meant to be there, they were obvious to me? I had the slash goggles on, so to speak. Interesting to think about!

/pointless ramble.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-08 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Ahaha, well, no, they weren't subtle at all, but to someone reading it without slash googles, it might be less obvious? IDK I'M TRYING NOT TO FREAK.

[identity profile] belle-bing.livejournal.com 2009-01-09 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
*LOVES AND HUGS AND MIDDLE AGED DUDES IN LOVE*

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2009-01-14 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
<33333333333333333333

[identity profile] belle-bing.livejournal.com 2009-01-15 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
*twirls*

Today is a lovely day, lovely just like Aleesha!