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aleesha ([personal profile] foxxcub) wrote2007-05-24 07:56 pm
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Fic: Tomorrow is Another Day (Lost RPF)

Title: Tomorrow is Another Day
Fandom: Lost (RPF)
Rating: light PG-13
Spoilers: uhh, pretty much through the S3 finale.
Summary: The worst has already come and gone.
Notes: For birthday girl [livejournal.com profile] arabella_hope, as well as [livejournal.com profile] philomel and [livejournal.com profile] themoononastick.

ETA: This also, kind of, takes place in The Puck's 'verse (tm[livejournal.com profile] shleemeri)

Remember way back when Brokeback Mountain lost the Oscar and I kind of couldn't deal, so I wrote fic? Um, this is kind of like that. Only there's no George Clooney involved. Sorry. >.>





He gets the call sheet in March, and although he's sworn to secrecy by punishment of death, the threat isn't necessary. Everyone knows, in some form or another.

The irony kind of makes Dom smile.

~

He's always liked the pink-orange tint of the sea at dusk. The pink becomes more intense and heated as the seasons change, and spring brings short bursts of storms that never fail to break apart just as the sun sinks into the ocean horizon. Everything is damp and saturated with warmth, reflecting the dying sunlight and smelling sweet, like Hawaiian air does.

They sit on the terrace of his condo, all four of them, drinking beers and playing poker until they can't see their cards anymore, until Dom is forced to light the tiki torches Josh bought him as a joke a week or two after he moved in--"Hawaiian tacky at its finest," Josh had declared, and he spent the next ten minutes trying to light them with his Bic. He never did get much of a flame.

"You should keep the place," Matt is saying as he bums a cigarette off Josh. He keeps saying he's quitting, but they all know the smoking keeps his image tainted just enough to make it interesting. "I mean, it's not like you'll never be back..."

"Yeah, but the taxes. The up-keep." Dom sighs. "There could be a million poor bastards out there waiting to blow their millions on a place like this. Who am I to ruin dreams?"

It's the same old song and dance, really. They've all told him at some point during the last month that he shouldn't sell, that it's good property, he'd be stupid to sell in a market like this, etc. Dom appreciates the sentiment, because he knows what's really being said underneath the real estate bullshit.

And he probably will keep it, because it's like a goddamn bloody relic of an era. The words form in his head and he laughs out loud; Charlie would be proud.

But he doesn't want the alcohol to make them maudlin, and if he hears Naveen say one more time that regret is for the weak of heart, he'll fucking gouge his eyes out. Yes, it's the end, at least for him, but he's dealt with his fair share of endings, and the worst has already come and gone. Faking death by drowning is nothing compared to Peter Jackson in tears.

So in the spirit of things--or as close as he can get to it--Dom creates a drinking game around their very lowest and very highest moments since coming to Hawaii. Each story is judged on its merit with a number of drinks; the more valuable the story, the more drinks are taken.

"Bought my first house, and it wasn't on wheels," says Josh, and Matt snorts and pretends not to drink; later he smiles crookedly at him and drains his bottle.

Naveen says, "The time I was asked to sign that woman's breast in a Starbucks."

Dom points his beer at him. "High or low?"

"Is there a middle ground?"

Josh shrugs. "High it is!"

Matt stubs his cigarette out, and Dom loves that Josh hands him another without either of them saying a word. "Finally being able to make people forget who the fuck Charlie Salinger was."

"Naww, Foxy." Josh reaches over and scrubs his hand through Matt's hair. "That's a low in my book."

"Fuck you, Sci-Fi bimbo."

"But I was a fairly non-angsty Sci-Fi bimbo, thankyouverymuch."

Naveen nods. "He was."

And this, Dom knows, could possibly go on for hours if he let it, and he wants nothing more. His heart tugs a little at Evi's absence (she'd no doubt pull him into the kitchen and plot the many and various ways to shove Josh and Matt's chairs together and make their knees brush), but it's alright. He doesn't need to be reminded of what they have, of what's always been there since those first half-crazed months three years ago.

As the drinking game dissolves into loud, slightly slurred tales of backstage antics at the Golden Globes--"Fuck, man, if it weren't for the marvels of photographic technology, I'd've said I dreamed it all"--Dom folds his arms on the stone patio tabletop and rests his chin there, smiling as he watches Josh throw his head back and laugh and Matt's shoulders twitch as he tries not to giggle. Naveen shakes his head and tells them they're all fucking idiots as he steals Josh's freshly opened beer bottle.

The pink-orange light of dusk slowly fades into night, and Dom thinks that regret is for people who are left in the end with nothing.

[identity profile] hkath.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
OMG.

Now I want to cry, and yet... all their little jabs at each other are so funny and so true and eeee, I'm in love with this.

I have a serious weakness for really good gen RPF. It's kind of unexplainable!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
IT'S LIKE THERAPY. SERIOUSLY.

[identity profile] halfdutch.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
*waxes nostalgic*

It really is the end of an era. :-/ Dammit!

So sad and bittersweet. *sighs and tears up*

And thank god for fic therapy!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
I'd like to think, though, that he'll miss 'em to much to stay away. ♥

[identity profile] invisiblelove.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Awww *warm fuzzies* Very nice fic therapy :) I can definitely see them all just sitting around like this.

no doubt pull him into the kitchen and plot the many and various ways to shove Josh and Matt's chairs together and make their knees brush
That just made me giggle and have some internal fangirl flailage ;)

Charliiiiie <333 Great job, loved it!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Yay for therapy through fangirling! ;)

[identity profile] gobsmackit.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
It's the same old song and dance, really. They've all told him at some point during the last month that he shouldn't sell, that it's good property, he'd be stupid to sell in a market like this, etc. Dom appreciates the sentiment, because he knows what's really being said underneath the real estate bullshit.
That WAS my favorite bit, then I read,

Faking death by drowning is nothing compared to Peter Jackson in tears.
Which is my FAVORITE favorite bit.

I also love how this is totally in Puck'verse, XD.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
DUDE. I JUST finished adding the ETA.

Great minds, yo, great minds.

[identity profile] gobsmackit.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
\m/

[identity profile] isis2015.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Aww. But also ;_;. Very bittersweet and lovely hun. ♥

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
It's sad, but in a comforting way. *hugs you*

[identity profile] zelda-zee.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
So much love for this. My four favorite Lost guys, hanging out together one last time... sigh. So sad, yet sweet.

You know I think I'll miss Dom almost as much as I'll miss Charlie.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
You know I think I'll miss Dom almost as much as I'll miss Charlie.

*wibbles*

Dammit, this was supposed to be a HAPPY FIC!

[identity profile] viggofest.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, well, I was never into Charlie, so I'll just appreciate the unspoken-ness between Foxy and Joshie, and ask for a link to anything with my Sekrit Husband, Mr. Clooney.... :-)

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
LOL, the aforementioned Clooney fic is here (http://foxxcub.livejournal.com/185138.html)--it's mostly Jake/Heath post-Oscar ceremony, but he's a guest star at the end. *g*

[identity profile] cmonkatiekatie.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
I...I don't know if this makes me happy or sad. I like it though, a lot.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
Gah, yes, I know. *pets you* I don't mean to make people emo, just...it helps my peace of mind.

[identity profile] pippilottah.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 10:57 am (UTC)(link)
*sigh*
This is really good but it's just making me nostalgic and making me think of the good old days when the Lost cast were kissing each other in public.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I know, me, too. Makes me wanna break out into a rendition of "The Way We Were", LMAO. ;)

[identity profile] astra2104.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, man.... *sniffles*

He doesn't need to be reminded of what they have, of what's always been there since those first half-crazed months three years ago.

Those were the days.
But I guess being nostalgic is the best way to deal with it ;)

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad you think so, too. *hugs*
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[identity profile] arabella-hope.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
OH MAN. I hadn't even thought that far ahead to Dom leaving or anything...*weeps*

But, you know, in a godd way! This is so wonderful as a closing chapter, you know? LOVE YOU, thank you! :D :D

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
You're welcome, babe. Yay good tears!! :P

[identity profile] cmere.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
This is so sweet and sad. GYAH. *wails*

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
*holds*

BUT IT'S A GOOD PAIN, Y/N?

I still love that you use that icon...

[identity profile] thatshott86.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
you know, i don't know if i ever posted a comment letting you know i friended you. it's been a while now and i figured it was time since i adore all fics you post (i'm a horrible commenter, but since i got a new computer i am trying to do better since the connection doesn't suck as much.) and really love reading the LOST reviews you write and such. anyway, just letting you know that i've been lurking for a while. have a great memorial day weekend!

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-25 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww, thank you so much for commenting! :)

[identity profile] philomel.livejournal.com 2007-05-26 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs you hard*

You made me cry, starting (but not ending) here:

Faking death by drowning is nothing compared to Peter Jackson in tears.

It was a good cry... not the bitter, hollow tears the episode conjured. Love this.


p.s. "SciFi bimbo" is made of awesome. :)

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-26 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
*cuddles*

I supposed "good" tears are what I was going for; I didn't want you and Lynn to be sad and think Dom was sad (not that I KNOW he's not sad, but you get the idea. :P). ♥

[identity profile] jenthegypsy.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
Beautiful, in the way only you have. I'd like to think this is the way it went down - complete with the tiki torches. :/

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww. *blushes and pets you*

[identity profile] alemyrddin.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
And this, Dom knows, could possibly go on for hours if he let it, and he wants nothing more.

awww... me too! Can you write dialogue like this for another 50 pages? (and then get to sex?) Sorry, I've got a twisted mind.

This was bittersweet but in the best way. Thanks.

oh, and I'm going to friend you, I hope you don't mind.

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, I'm glad you liked it. :)
themoononastick: refract (dom)

[personal profile] themoononastick 2007-05-31 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
(I swear to god, everytime I've tried to comment on this since you posted it LJ has one of its 'moments' and I can't. Attempt #967...)

I love this. The first time I read it it made me all kinds of happy-sad, the second time it made me nostalgic for the good old days of LoTR and S1 of Lost and on the 967th read (ok, maybe a wee tad of an exaggeration ;p) it just makes me feel all warm and comforted. *happy sigh*

Thank you, hon. ♥

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-06-01 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
*kicks LJ for you*

I'm so glad that, in the end, you were comforted by this. Because that was my intent for the very moment I started writing it. ♥

[identity profile] demonqueen666.livejournal.com 2007-06-05 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Ugh, how did I miss this the first time?? Well, thank god for [livejournal.com profile] themoononastick recc'ing it then!

I love this...it's so very cute and awesome, all of them hanging out together at the end like this. I also love how you couldn't resist throwing in the Josh/Foxxy-ness. Hee!

Faking death by drowning is nothing compared to Peter Jackson in tears.

FTW XD

[identity profile] foxxcub.livejournal.com 2007-06-05 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL, you spelled Foxy with two x's--intentional much? XD

Thanks, hon!