LOLOL I am doing a boot-camp type thing until end of March, but without other people telling me what to do, and with coffee.. I am pretty lucky to be married to my own personal trainer / body building adviser..

How can Jon ever truly know that Spencer really has his own independent feelings for Jon? What could provably temporarily block Jon's abilities so that he could then see that even without it Spencer still wants him and it's not, like, residual or Pavlovian or something? ....Oh, does Jon have tons of one night stands or does he totally stay away from sex with anyone because it would be so wrong?